Thursday, August 7, 2014

Everything, & Yet Nothing, Changes...

Some say we already know what's going to happen in our lives & on a subconscious level we hold the vision for it & play it out.  I've always believed my life would come together & really start making sense in my 40's & today, well, they begin.  My teens & 20's, ugh, did any of us really know what the hell we were doing?  I did what society told me & what I thought would lead to success & happiness- straight A's in school, a fancy career on Wall Street- I had worked extremely hard, I was on the track & it was great for a while.  But then, much to my chagrin, cracks began to emerge in my grand plan.  The truth was I wasn't becoming the person I was born to be & soon my inklings of doubt turned into a full on breakdown.  In my 30's I burned myself to the ground, gave the middle finger to the man & started forging my own path on my own terms.  It's been one hell of a ride & as I begin my 40th year on the planet, there are a lot of unknowns.  I don't know where my career will take me, I don't know who or where the love of my life is, I don't know where my more permanent home will be, but I absolutely know this...I'm going to focus on being 100% me- following my heart & dreams, sharing my gifts with the world, being happy, & enjoying every step of the journey (in a cute outfit, of course ;)

PS- I'm kicking off my journey by ringing in my 40th in Miami with my sister & a dear friend...
there will be lots of reflecting, relaxing & champagne drinking :)

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